“I, SINUHE, the son of Senmut and of his wife Kipa, write this. I do not write it to the glory of the gods in the land of Kem, for I am weary of gods, nor to the glory of the Pharaohs, for I am weary of their deeds. I write neither from fear nor from any hope of the future but for myself alone. During my life I have seen, known, and lost too much to be the prey of vain dread; and, as for the hope of immortality, I am as weary of that as I am of gods and kings. For my own sake only I write this; and herein I differ from all other writers, past and to come.”
As an avid book reader I have always a stash of books being read ( I tend to read several simultaneously) or waiting to be started, so it’s a seldom thing for me to discover something completely new and unheard of before. It’s seldom, but sometimes it does happen. I would probably never discover Mika Waltari’s books if not for my wife telling me at one point to read it. I was reluctant at first – I had my unending book stash waiting to be read after all… She found a 20+ years old edition of “Sinuhe” and gave it to me.
I have to say one thing – I am a cynic. I don’t believe in gods, fate and afterlife. I generally perceive humankind as flawed, morality as a side effect of evolution and cause-and-effect chain as random and nondeterministic. This might make it easier to understand why I love this book so much. I am also an archeology and history geek so just shouting “ancient Egypt” makes me instantaneously interested.
“Sinuhe” is a life story told by Sinuhe the Doctor, a bitter man who has been-there-done-that to loose it all, including his freedom. It’s a chronological life journey from his youngest years till senility, and his life is full of personal drama intertwined with historical and political events of the age he lives through. And an interesting age it is – Sinuhe was born just before Akhenaten‘s religious reforms and the social and religious turmoil afterwards.

J.R.R Tolkien once said that the most interesting stories are the stories of falling from grace, the fall of humankind or a fall of an individual. I agree and it is so in this case. Sinuhe makes mistakes and learns life the hard way. He has a privileged start and knows no pain or hunger, but his teenage rebellion and lust towards Nefernefernefer (probably one of the most scary femmes fatales in literature…) set’s him on an unforgetable and painful journey of re-evaluation of human condition. Love and innocence yield the horrible outcome as Sinuhe loses everything really important in life to learn it after the loss. Make no mistake, he is not an idiot! On the contrary, which he proves by becoming a scholar and a pharao’s doctor. His mistakes come from another source – human inability to know the outcome of our actions and frailty of life. The protagonist reaches the bottom of the human existence (the description of his time in the House of the Dead is one of those unforgettable pieces of literature in my life) to lift himself up again with the tremendous force and will. At first vengeance and regret are the motors of his actions (like in “Monte Christo”). He has his revenge but then he discovers that there’s so much more to life than that. Forced to travel with a slave he broadens his horizons by visiting the countries of the Akhenaten’s era – Babylonia, Hittites and Minoans to learn their ways and the ultimate truth – no matter where people live and what are their beliefs – they are still humans. He learns perfect love and friendship just to lose them, he receives power to learn that power comes with a price, and all that humans search for in their life can be very close, yet sometimes one has to travel the world to learn how to find it. The wise Sinuhe learned everything too late and so he writes his papyrus so a potential reader could learn from his life. This is the altruistic act of a human (even though he denies it himself) who wants to spare another human and save him from the pain and loss.
Saying Mika Waltari’s “Sinuhe” is interesting would be like saying that the Sun is somewhat warm. The feels, the events, characters are brilliant and the lesson one receives from our good Doctor is invaluable.
“For I, Sinuhe, am a human being. I have lived in everyone who existed before me and shall live in all who come after me. I shall live in human tears and laughter, in human sorrow and fear, in human goodness and wickedness, in justice and injustice, in weakness and strength. As a human being I shall live eternally in mankind. I desire no offerings at my tomb and no immortality for my name. This was written by Sinuhe, the Egyptian, who lived alone all the days of his life.”












